if the universe can hear me now

October 2, 2006 at 9:02 am | Posted in Something | Leave a comment

here goes nothing.  if you can really listen to what i want, then you’ll know what thoughts have been in my mind these past few days.  it’s not a specific who, but more of a how, and a why.

i’ve said it once — that this fresh, updated outlook on life seeks to answer two questions before anything else.  do i want you and if i do, do i need you?

i’ve seen a facet of what life can be if i were to go after what makes me happy — how the days could go by so fast with a smile on my lips —  if i can only go where i would feel the need to stay, as if it were home. and the world out there feels just like that, whether i am climbing peaks or dog-swimming some shallow water.

so if you know what it is that i desire right now, then you’d know how it would go — every heartbeat rising like a tide to bring me back to where i belong, every thought a struggle to keep the balance between my space and what is shared,  a hand to hold but not a life to mold.

i want the comfort of silence, the warmth of a stranger waiting to be discovered, the presence of a ghost, impalpable yet unmistakable.

i want that. i claim it with faith. i want to believe that in this world, no one is ever meant to be alone.

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