hello, stranger

September 11, 2006 at 11:23 am | Posted in Emotions, Nothing, Rants, Something about Nothing, the L word | Leave a comment

i prefer someone who’s so totally out of my loop, for once.  i don’t want to find his fucking beautiful face on friendster and be disappointed seeing our connections and finding the same old circles and all-to-familiar loops pointing the relational arrows his way.

for once, i want to meet someone who doesn’t have one or two people in his circle who is connected to someone in my circles.  i don’t know why, but maybe just because some of those circles are filled with hypocrites and vultures, and it would hurt me to know he’s associated with people i wouldn’t normally associate myself with.  or maybe i’m just moving in the wrong direction and i don’t want to end up in the same spot after all this time.

or maybe i just want to get away from all the prying eyes and for once, work something out with someone without everyone talking about my business.

maybe because struggling with a beautiful face everyone knows means that there won’t be too much privacy for the two of you to begin with.

the best move then, is to make no move at all. and keep plodding against the tide of this crappy, confusing interest that has developed.

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