what i fear

October 15, 2005 at 3:51 pm | Posted in Uncategorized | Leave a comment

Song of the Moment: Ghost in You, Counting Crows
To Do (tasks, not people): get a grip
Current State: happy with my new apartment
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i’m afraid of this making me happy. because i’m afraid for every laugh a tear must fall. i’m afraid of letting go, because i might end up some place i would never want to leave. i’m afraid of the space between words, because i have no idea what the silence is saying. i’m afraid of all these ‘precious illusions’ because i’ve been blindsided before.

i’m petrified. and it feels so freaking good.

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